welcome all to my page of darkness

A Cry For Help
finding within a heart a good soul but a hate that shouldnt be a child born into a world were hate attacks him so he closes him self in his room waiting for a day were he can come out so as he wait he uses the internet so he may not be alone but apon the net hate has tooken over for a lezb with no right to attack one with such a sinsitive heart attacks accuseing one of being evil becouse he is born into this world a sertin thing when this child hade no choice she attacks him becouse her girl friend left her for a guy and scares the little boy for life so that boy is now grown and is sadened by the thought of a girl and a girl kissing when he knows he shouldnt he is feeled with a rage that he wants to get rid of so he trys cammiting suiside but dosnt work something stops this boy and he crys and crys becouse he dosnt feel whole he hade a peice of him tooken from him beouse he was a boy just becouse he hade a penis something he hade no controle of so as a man he has no idea he is dieing dieing from the negivtivity that consumes hes soul so he waits for the person who will not see him as a man but a being of light that needs healing.



Magick Melody
hearts upon sunlight danceing in the tress hopeing to shine apon the ones thay call humans to light ther way to ther paths of magick and melody that shows one who is lost in this world were to go by finding love apon this magick melody. children danceing and playing in the light of the magicks shine alowing them to see the truth upon ower hearts to see with eyes unclowded by hate to see with a heart of wonder and to love without any limits is the magick melody of the universe. so i ask of you to see with hearts of kindness and understanding for we are all children and we all grow with magick in ower hearts.


Only Human
upon darkness i look upon a sea of blood for i see the lives of all fade and the bodys rot upon the boats of the dead and as i look upon thes boats i know within my heart that all has to pass for we are only human and will pass from body to body with no memory of the last for we are to find peace and to find ower way to inlightenmemt that leads use to be light beings beings of love and happyness that fly though the clowds and the sky unknown by the ones who we once were the humans.

Cathlic Hell
children in ther rooms sleeping away the pain of ther broken hands and broken hearts nuns walking the hall with sin upon ther heads brain washed by the faith thats shoved down ther throats preist praying upon the alter not to be caught for sin and lust is within his heart for children have been raped and hurt upon this church of sin revenge revenge the children cry for hate is all thay know to punish the ones who hurt thim in this church of sin so children rise from ther beds to take ther revenge nuns hanged by the intestans and drowned in near by lakes preist killed with a dildo full of nails shoved down his throat and gutted like a fish and happy meal writen in blood across his for head so all is well for thay die this day and the souls thay torcherd are free and the children can rest in peace once agin.

Purple Flowers
purple flowers upon a fild and poeples haveing picknicks upon the grounds ketchup spred on hamburgers like blood and animals runing around feeding frenzys begin and purple flowers turn red as the bloody looking substance flys everywere as thay eat like disesed animals eating a deer destruction begins and love notes writen upon the trees flowers destroyed and peesed on and the sun gos down so thay leave with destruction in ther wake and i look upon this fild and i see within the destruction new growth and new beginings for the purple flower thay were once covered in te bloody aftermath of the humans so i sit under the tree in peace and watch as new flowers grow under my feet and happyness and beauty begin agin.

i was messing around when i was wrighting purple flowers but if you want you can tell me what you think.

Dragons of the Sky
flying upon the sky with ones of the sky i feel my heart race for my life has changed the 2 worlds have joined and we are once agin with the dragons so i fly with thim in the sky and befriend thim for my heart belongs with the dragons flying upon the skys and singing and danceing though the clowds singing the songs of life to each other and the rejoining of the worlds.

i belive this is what is in store for the new year of 2012 the astral and the pysical will meet agin thats what i feel is going to happen for the calenders end and a new begining begins plus iv been told by countless intitys and my own portector of the astral world but we will see what is truth but i hope this is true becouse if it is thin i can finaly be free i feel i belong in the astro relm not here on earrth but i must admit being a human isnt that bad all though iv jumped from body to body waiting for when my soulo can be re awakened and my knowlage comes back.

Love Upon A Hill Top
hearts upon a silanced night flying away with the wind love blosseming like flowers upon a hill top were two lovers sit watching the stars in the night sky hopeing for marrige will one day come to carry thim away but upon this hill top were thay watch the stars in the night sky thay dont know the truth true love has hit thim ther inlove upon this hill top and dont know it for thay are blind souls blinded by the pysical and the pain of past relationships so thay part ways thinking thay will never meet agin but ther worng upon this night thay call each other and are nolonger blind forthat feel love apon this night full of black and purple skys feeled with stars and the love in the night sky.